My Essay

 Salam,arini aku nk tulis blk essay bi yg aku prepare utk spm ari 2..ermm,ade la dlm 2-3 essay aku prepare,n yg gune nyer of course la 1 jer kan?so,ni adalah essay aku x gune...then,aku nk tulis dlm blog ni..sbb aku suka  cter nih...i write it by myself,so bez ke x i dun know..huhu..~

  I approached a young man with a smile."Aren't you Simon?" Then the man nodded and a big radiant smile curved his lips.The smile that I have not seen for a long time and I missed it so much. "Yes,I am Simon,Felicia.I am back for you",he murmured.Simon was the man whom I loved for more than 10 years.We started loving each other since we were in secondary school.Unfortunately,we had to separate when Simon wanted to further his study in England.I always hoped that he would come back to me,and like miracle it came true.

  My life had changed from cloudy days to sunny ones since he was here with me.Everyday we would spend our time together by chatting,shopping,going to a theme park and enjoying ourselves.The happy moments that I had with him were so remarkable and I would never forget it.

  One day,while we were dating at a beautiful garden,Simon played a harmonica for me.The melodious sound of the harmonica mesmerized me.But I realized something different and I wondered,"I don't know that you  are good in playing harmonica". "I just know a little about it",he mumbled.Out of the blue,I remembered about the scar that he had on his left hand.I asked him to have a look at it.So I took his hand,but to my dismay,he pulled his hand and said,"There's nothing to be worry,I am just fine".

  I felt sad with his action,but I convinced my heart that "He just don't want me to be worry of him".So I started to talk about our past,sweet memories,but he seemed to be not interested with it and simply changed the topic.I became puzzled with his new and peculiar attitude.Obviously he had transformed into another person and I felt disappointed.But I truly trusted him and I know that both of us needed time to understand each other again.

  A few days later,I received an invitation card from my friends.They would like to launch a reunion party for our class members - Members of 5 Kniphofia.My heart was flooded with happiness as it had been 15 years we had not seen each other.

  That afternoon,when Simon and I had our yet romantic lunch at an exclusive restaurant,I took the advantage to inform him about my class reunion."Simon,can you accompany me to my class party next week?Well,it is okay for you to join us although you are from different class.I just can't wait to introduce you as my partner to my friends".I could see his face changed."I am sorry Felicia.I wish I could,but I can't because I have a little business to be done.I hope you can understand,honey".For the second time he disappointed me.But I told myself,"Maybe he's not comfortable with my friends.It's okay then".


  When the day finally came for me to go to the reunion party,they scheduled our meeting - 8.00 p.m at the Hilton Hotel in Kuala Lumpur.So at 8.00 p.m,I was in the hotel reaching for the Coffee House - the place for the gathering.There,right infront of my eyes were my friends that I missed so much.I was smiling happily.They looked at me and said,"Welcome Felicia!".Then they got up to me and gave me a hug.It was warm and I felt loved and wanted.I had been waiting so long for this to happen.We enjoyed ourselves very much and it was so fun.But I heard my friends mentioned one name.Adrian.He was not here.I could not remember him,so I ignored  it.


  As we were chatting and gossiping,one of my friends,Patricia asked me,"So,Felicia,are you still single or you already have someone special now?Who's the lucky guy?".Proudly I answered,"I am now with Simon.Do you remember him?The boy from class 5 Lysimachia".Then I saw Patricia's cheerful face broke into a confusion."Do you mean Simon who flew to England?". "Yup!He's back here now,it has been almost a month",I replied."It is impossible.I heard that he is in England and going to marry soon.Then he will stay there with his wife",Patricia explained.


  The words uttered by Patricia startled me and I did not understand at all.I did not know what was going on,but it made my heart ache.I demanded for an explanation from Simon.So,I excused myself to go back and went  to meet him.


  "I knew that you will know the truth one day,but I don't expect it is now",he said. "What do you mean?I thought that our love would surpass everything.Is it all just a fake?" I barked at him. "I am sorry Felicia.Actually I am not Simon.I am just his friend.I was studying with him in England.My face is just like him.When I knew that he has someone else in England,I become worried of you.I don't want you to get hurt.So,I come  back here,admit that I am Simon and pretend to be  your boyfriend.But honestly,I really like you". I was speechless,dumbstruck.With strength and courage gathered,I shouted at him,"It is enough!Don't say anything!Liar! I will never forgive you.You already made me hurt". Slowly he replied,"I never hope that you will forgive me since I have made the decision to come back here to meet you".


  Then he turned back and continued,"Simon and I are the same in many aspects.There is only a different.You never realize me in this while,eventhough I had always gazed at you from a distance". When he was about to leave me,I asked him,"Who are you?How do you know so much about me?". "I am Adrian from 5 Kniphofia".I stared into his face in disbelief.I wonder why I tasted a salty water without realizing that I had cried.


  Sometimes our mind just could not register every episodes of our life.I really forgot about Adrian existence in my box of memory.Adrian was the boy who taught me playing harmonica long time ago.Now,it surfaced in my mind.


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